The little wonders

Ok So I am not going to hide the fact that my world has seemed a little lost the past bit. Many questions have come up and some that are hard to answer, some that I don't want to know and some that I don't want to ask. I am not myself and I don't like it, but I have learned that sometimes you just have to roll with it.  However I wanted to say that I love the little things. It has been longer than normal since I have seen any of my nieces and nephews and let me tell you I have missed them! Last night I was finally able to get up to see some of them and it is because of them that I decided to write about this. I love how kids can teach us so many things just by being kids. They teach you the simple joys in life, they remind you how to laugh, and even how to cry but then get back up. They show you a love that has no boundaries and no fears. They look at you with those innocent eyes and can just make you melt, even if at the time they haven't been innocent. They teach how the simplest of things can be so fun, all you have to do is make it fun. They teach you that judgments are unnecessary and that everyone deserves to be treated the same. They teach a faith that is undeniable. 

  When I see these Children and how much joy they bring to my life I thank God for giving me the chance to have them in my life. I hope that one day I will have some of my own. Even with the struggles that they can bring, the lessons they teach are priceless. I want to be able to look at something and have the ability to see it with a child's eyes. I want to wake up in the morning and be excited about the day. Even when my life seems medial or useless, there is not a day that goes by that children don't teach me otherwise.  I love all of my Nephews and Nieces so much and I thank my Siblings for allowing me to be a part of their life. Remember to love the little things.. cherish everyday and look at things with a child like faith. With this I know that we can do anything!  I love you all!

Love

I have been thinking a lot of things lately and one thing that is strongly on my mind is Love. I thought that this picture was really cute and wanted to share. I wish that I could trust the feelings that I have about love and being with the one you want. Yet at this time I am struggling because I have someone that I strongly love and want to be with, however there is a posing question of faith. I know what I need and want but at the same time when you love someone so much it is hard to let go of that. I love that we are free to make the right choices but at the same time the right choice can be so hard and sometimes even harder to understand. I love our Heavenly Father and know that he does have a plan for us and that sometimes that plan is not easy. We have to go through struggles but the struggles only make us stronger. I just wish it didn't have to be so hard. Love and Faith need to go together, but what do you do when one is without the other? Can love survive without the faith being squandered ? I wish that I knew it could, I wish that life did not have to have so many hard choices. Yet I know that whatever is to come of things it is important that I do what is best for me and that maybe one day I will understand it all. God has a plan for us all and sometimes it is clouded, but it is never gone. I just wanted to let a little of my thoughts out sorry to be a bit of a downer. I know that not many come to my blog anymore, but I want all of my friends and family know that I am so grateful that I have their love and support at all times. It is the one thing I can always count on. 

Wishes

So I have been thinking a lot the past little bit and I thought I would share. Life can throw us curve balls and sometimes they seem unbearable. I was reading what my sister had to say about trials and it is all so true we are all dealt trials to deal with in our life and it is how we handle them that matters. When I start to get frustrated and ask "why me?" I have to stop and think that it could be worse. I put Tink on here to send out some holiday wishes and hope. I have always thought that letting yourself believe in a little magic and imagination is never a bad thing. God works miracles through a little magic, hope, love and faith. I want to send everyone that is having trials a little miracle. I hope that you all can find some way to see the good through the trials. I know that if I didn't I would not be able to get throughout a day. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. I am always here if anyone of you just need an ear to listen. Let us all remember what this upcoming holiday is about. Love you all!

Welcome Burke

Just wanted to say how excited I am to have a new nephew. I was able to see him last night and I enjoyed seeing the cute little thing. Hopefully I spelled his name right I will have to make sure lol. Well here is the little cutie 

Halloween Pictures

Sam as Roo

Sophie as Piglet

Tay as Minnie Mouse

Brynn as a Bunny

Gavin as a Bat

Chandler as Motorcross Rider

Connor as D Williams

Me as Pippi and Devon as a Hobo

HMM

Ok so I thought I would just say Hi. I don't have anything very fun to report and I really need to get on my other computer for some pictures to put on here but I can't ever seem to find much time. Just thought I would let you all know that I am doing well still fighting to walk but im getting there slowly :o) 

Update

Ok,

  So well I have decided that I don't know how you all are so good at keeping up on your blogs. I seemed to be much better at it when I wasn't working at home lol. Which is silly because during the down times it really shouldn't be that hard. I guess I just don't feel like my life is all that interesting lol . Things are still going well for me. Every day my leg is getting stronger. I am hoping to be walking on my own by the end of the year. Hopefully it will be possible :o) Halloween was really fun this year it was nice to have our two additions in the family (Sophie and Sam) be there. It was a fun holiday. I always love seeing the kids dressed up so cute. Me well I went as Pippi Longstocking and lets just say.. the hair thing.. not that easy to do lol But I had fun. I love to dress up even now being 28 I think that it is totally fun to get to be someone else for a day :o) I will put on my Pictures later on today.  Well I better get back to work. Yay me ha ha