I give

Ok can I just say that February has not been my month! Granite I have gotten to do many fun things, like go see Jeff Foxworthy and Katy Perry and Adele but besides that it has been a train wreck. I will sum it up in one word, Sick! Last week I thought was bad being that I fell and hurt my Right knee.. my good one none the less and then the following day I fell on it again. Fun stuff. Following that I went to a concert which set off a seizure. Let me tell you Awesome! Then the following day I fell and hit my head on the railing getting possibly a slight concussion. I thought that I was totally jinxed and was like really? Thinking that this week was going to be nicer to me I started it out with some hope that the previous week was over. Well boy was I wrong... Now I have the Flu and a double ear infection along with a cold/Sinus infection. I don't know what to do other than cry. Last night I was up all night and desperately wanted my fun body to just let me sleep, but no lol anyway I thought that by getting it out there that maybe my body will start to be nice to me and see that I recognize that I am not wonder woman lol (Not that I ever really thought that) But any it is worth a shoot right? Anyway not trying to be dramatic but I had to whine to someone ;) 

The little wonders

Ok So I am not going to hide the fact that my world has seemed a little lost the past bit. Many questions have come up and some that are hard to answer, some that I don't want to know and some that I don't want to ask. I am not myself and I don't like it, but I have learned that sometimes you just have to roll with it.  However I wanted to say that I love the little things. It has been longer than normal since I have seen any of my nieces and nephews and let me tell you I have missed them! Last night I was finally able to get up to see some of them and it is because of them that I decided to write about this. I love how kids can teach us so many things just by being kids. They teach you the simple joys in life, they remind you how to laugh, and even how to cry but then get back up. They show you a love that has no boundaries and no fears. They look at you with those innocent eyes and can just make you melt, even if at the time they haven't been innocent. They teach how the simplest of things can be so fun, all you have to do is make it fun. They teach you that judgments are unnecessary and that everyone deserves to be treated the same. They teach a faith that is undeniable. 

  When I see these Children and how much joy they bring to my life I thank God for giving me the chance to have them in my life. I hope that one day I will have some of my own. Even with the struggles that they can bring, the lessons they teach are priceless. I want to be able to look at something and have the ability to see it with a child's eyes. I want to wake up in the morning and be excited about the day. Even when my life seems medial or useless, there is not a day that goes by that children don't teach me otherwise.  I love all of my Nephews and Nieces so much and I thank my Siblings for allowing me to be a part of their life. Remember to love the little things.. cherish everyday and look at things with a child like faith. With this I know that we can do anything!  I love you all!